Hate dat i Love U ~~~

Ntah kenape....hati nie rase berdegup kencang tiap kali dgr suara u....tiap kali sebut name u...i like ur name...a name that i juz couldnt forget.U pernah menjadi inspirasi i in everything..it's funny..i'm studying soO hard  to get in top 50 skewl ranking juz to make u notice me..i like ur style...u r gentlemen,kind and easy to talk...everything u do juz look good for me.i'm falling for u since high school...but still,dont have the guts to say anything to u that time.Even years passed by,even i da penah couple n break up but still rasa suke i kt u still ade...there's no one like u..oOwh..wut shud i do??!! i juz cant get u out from deep inside my heart.OMG!!! i'm must b crazy...yeah...crazy for u...but this is not right...u already have someone else...i tk mahu jadi perampas...Oh noO...!!i'm not dat kinda woman.... maybe i tk bernasib baik kali nie...i'm happy to see u again but unfortunately u r hers...but somehow...i'm still happy that u can treat me as a good fren...i tk  menaruh harapan yg tinggi pd u...i tau u syg dia...the ring on ur finger....obviously shows that she love u..and i know u love her as well..~~~~however,...kalau kita cintakan seseorang itu...tak bererti harus memilikinya.... i'm happy to see u happy...but if we really r fate to be together then,i'm sure we'll meet each other after some years...